Friday, August 28, 2009

Hurt


Create on 27th August 2009, Friday.


I admitted I can’t master my English language well. I had very bad writing skill and I tried to get solution to improve my writing skill and all the mistakes that I did. One of the readers just sent me a mail in via face book this morning. He comments on my blog-spot and raise all the mistakes that I had done. I appreciated the correction that he made in the mail but he just added some sentences at the end of the message and makes me feel absolutely sick of it. In the message, he said he can’t believe that I’m using English language in my post and it was hurting his eyes while reading it.


I felt frustrated after reading his message. Those sentences were hurting me and make me feel shame because of my weak writing skills. I do remembered how Kevin cheers me when we chatting through MSN and awake me with a normal sentence “This is your blog, it could be whatever things that you want it to be. Don’t give up!” It is short and simple but it really cheers me up from sadness. So I decided to surf through Wikipedia while I’m having free time in my office. I learnt some new words and I tried to apply it to my work so that I can remember it easily.


After that, I just removed some of the unknown contact in my face-book and some non-sense fellows in my MSN contact list today. The reason that I removed their contact not because of their looks, somehow they like to tease me even I notified them I feel sick with that kind of conversation.


Some of them love to chat on those nonsense topics especially “SEX” and tried flirting me while chatting on MSN or maybe Face-book even. I admitted I’m a jerk that likes to act like a flirtatious while chatting with others but I would only do that to my 4 close friends who really close with me. When those “Flirtatious” started to ask for dating or personal contact I will reject them and said “Thank you for interested in me but I don’t think I want to disclose my personal contact to you because I’m not available and I’m not interested to meet anyone of you.”


Maybe I am that mean for them, but this is what I must do to them because I know I had someone in my heart and I will always cherish this relationship even I felt stressed sometimes when be with my love.


So, I would like to shout out loud! “Hey jerk! Get off from my life. I won’t be interested in any further connection within u and me, stop talking those irrelevant topics for the friendship that we suppose to have. Understood?” Wow, sounds mean. Yes, I am… ~

10 comments:

  1. =) jia you! don't bother about what others say ba. believe in yourself!

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  2. good job! some ppl are so annoying! all they can say is mocking comments...

    they shouldnt even bother reading your blog if it hurts their eyes. Seriously, those ppl hav too much time on their hands!

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  3. your blog your right ! don't care what others said . even though it has made some mistakes, but practice makes perfect . add oil =)


    -your secret reader-

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  4. The one word that I can describe those people will be "Bothering"... Somehow, they love to bother what people doing even they can choose to avoid from it.

    Why we want to bother for so much since there are non of our business? I think I will choose to cherish every single minutes to be with my lover, my close friends and those person who really important in my life rather than bothering others business.

    If bother too much until the matter is beyond of our control who will going to answer it? Straight to the point doesn't useful all the communication channel. It depends on who is your receiver.

    I'm exhausted with this kind of communication barriers so I decided I would not bother what happening around me because I do not wish when I left my work behind, I still need to bother something that is not worth for me.

    - P/S : This comment posted doesn't mean anyone of you. It's about myself (ZACHERY) -

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  5. にさん、finally I m in your blog. Feel shame as I m your dee2 but didnt have your blog... sopsop... I m proud that gor willing to give me your contact now, haha...

    I smiled.. Not because you gave me your contact, as in gor are so strong in your relationship. Must keep it ok? Proud with you.

    Gambate together in our command of english OK? dee2 also sucks la... haha... AZA AZA AZA!!! And I will also gambate to be your good dee2..V(^.*) the best dee2 u even have...

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  6. dear, why dont you post the email that bulgar sent you? so that we can check which mistake he made during the corrections ^^

    ignore, ignore and ignore lar... leng chai should have high EQ ^^

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  7. Omg! ... ... those ppl are too annoying ... ...
    did they ever think of themself, how well their english is? before they judge other's?
    those who don't like, u can kindly get out of here! we don't welcome u either! >.< hate of that! don think they really clever enough ... ... these person only know how to talk, and not by doing. they really think they so good abt it? why not prove? talk rubbish only ... ... Zach, just ignore abt those ppl. believe yourself, u can do even better! to prove to them see. don't give up easy. that's u! :) i saw improving in yr english. ^^ and u did well. But ... i can say, yorr chinese post is really good! hehee^^ Yao Jia You wor^^

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  8. Thanks for your appreciation... ~
    My writing skills for both blogspot not that good yet. I had follow some of the blogger here.. and i really impress with the way they express themselves and the way they describe something will easily falling into the imagination... ~

    So i'm still need to work hard on this ... ~ Good luck to you and Sukebe too !!

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